Yellow

Crochet in "Yellow Rose" inspiration....

Yellow

Francis O'Connor

"Yellow Rose"in Detail......

"Aquamrine"

Chrochet "Aquamrine"

Chrochet "Aquamrine" in detail

"Turmaline"

Crochet Earrings "TURMALINE"

Crochet Detail: "TURMALINE"

Crochet : "TURMALINE"

Crochet : "TURMALINE"

Down The Rabbit Hole

RAinbow Chakras

Consciousness

Samael Sabaoth/ Myrrh

( Hebrew סםאל צבאות) In Hebrew , the Army of the Voice, the Logos, the Host, or Creative Hostess of the Elohim, receives the name of צבאות Sabaoth or Tzabaoth. Samael Sabaoth is the name of the army or diverse forces of Samael.

Every star is the center of gravity of a particular Logos, a Sabaoth, an Intelligent Host of Creative Forces that manifest within all Kingdoms of Nature. Samael Sabaoth in the human body governs the divine vital essence, principle or substance or animating divine fiery force within sex (Scorpio), this is why it is stated that Samael is the seducing fiery serpent of Eden (Yesod, sex). When the human being fornicates, when the human being becomes enslaved by his own concupiscence (sinning against the Holy Spirit), then (within the fornicator) the fire of Samael becomes the primeval atomic angelic force that rebels against the Divine Forces (the Holy Spirit); then, this creative sexual fire through fornication creates Kain, the "Red Dragon," the Angel of Death. The Talmud states that "the Angel of Death and Satan are the same" (the same sexual principle or creative fire that crystallized in Klipoth, Hell, by means offornication). Samael Sabaoth in Aries is the Warrior, the Knight equal to Michael, the slayer of his own shadow, Satan (the sexual creative fire crystallized in Klipoth, Hell) as well as St. George, who is also a Dragon Slayer. We must alchemically comprehend the Seven Centers of the Human Machine, since the fire of Samael is directly related with the Fifth Center, the Sexual Center. The Seven Centers are connected to the spinal medulla; the Fifth, the Sexual Center, is directly related with the transformation of the Scorpio creative sexual fires of Samael, the Fifth Spirit before the Throne of God (the central nervous system).

Seek, Ye shall found

Christ, ultimate sacrefice;

Every men& women are devoted to love in ideals;

Ideals, as rays of sun, untouchable,  shinning the way in Darkness;

They left no paths but clinngin 4 tomorrow as today that our wishes will be forgiven & found!!

Thoughts


The vastness, thoughts in moment, in change;
Moment lose its limit;
Our thoughts, limits in our efforts;
How vast, when vast is enough, away;
In our minds we tend to extremes;
In thoughts, we tend to have no limits;

When I will find Job & Be Solute In THis Society??

Since My first Job i changed over Dozen other Jobs, non Off them was regular, suitable for qualifying experience Or Job Position, in my early 30s i am still tryng 2 Be positive about searching My Dream-Job. One off My attempts was when itokk Job as Ass. Waiter on Carnival Ship, ha-ha, It was good feeling, knowing that I will be again in USA since my first time when i went as Student Job&Travel Experience CCUSA, Florida Tampa, worked in Subway Sandwich Restaurant. Agency that hooked me Job on Carnival Ship "Uspinjača" arranged very fast departure, in few days from talk in office with my agent I was all ready on Plane 2 Zurich, from Zurich 2 JFK New York @ last Miami. Weather was hot i liked eat, it was NEW YEAR time, since routes that those Giant Cruise Ships are taking last about week, I had about day Free Or more, explore town, shopping or what ever.

Miami is nice, though i imagine it different, had it my mind like that in Miami Vice or CSI, my experience was

different, more like Post-Apocalyptic Scene. To be frankly didn't know where will be sailling, closely Caribians, and that was it. 

So since My embarkation was undeterminable i enjoyed in food & Town Miami. I called my agency tring to find why i didn't get on boat 

at date that was specified in "Seafarers Agreement" 2 cut story short i got on different ship, with Asian Party 

colleges, since every boat has other nationality as working employes, at least i think is like that??.

So there I was on Carnival Boat "Glory", my supervisor was guy from Serbia, our neibour country, Aleksandar, 

nice guy, very tall. I spent on Glory 2 month got very sick and went back home. Although i went back home i amgrateful

2 say that in my 2 month of cruise been on few islands in Carribians, like;

Grand Cayman, Bahamas

Nassau, Bahamas

Conzumel,Mexico

St.Juan, Puerto Rico

Grand Turks Island, Turks & Caicos Islands

Mahagony Bay, on Roatan Beach in Hoduras

St. Thomas, Virgin Islands

My visit to Israel

I've wanted to go to Israel, I was not sure which city to go, I thought of Haifi.  so I mapped out the direction of by the airport/International airpoart Ben Gurion-Tela Viv. i bought my Airline tickets by website called EdreamsFrance Airline by which i have traveled called Air Srbia,  was good I was pleased with quality of service &  flight, which was an extraordinary experience and I say this because I was tense about journey to the land of OldTestament and that promised land to Mosses, the Land of "Milk and honey". I was not sure how much money it takes to Experience Israel. So dear reader I believe that there are places on the Web where you and about the story 4 how much where & why, but so far can I just suggest that prices are compared to Europe, similar. My flight had demanded a long journey, I had a connecting flight with a delay of more than 9 hours, it is because the connecting flights cheaper than those flying directly as 2 say so! When Compared with a direct flight, thous with long delays can be cheaper 2 & over 200 euros in one way, & longer buy 12 hours of travel, about the  flight in one direction 4 information if your planning go to Israel or whereever i was, can never be sure, well lasts for only easy 2 hours from Belgrade. At the international airport Nikola Tesla, which by my opinnion is beautiful, long halls, spacious stores  similar to thoes of JFK, I slept on a bench in front of large windows from whom can person follow constant show landing and uplifting, thoes beautiful machines "Airplanes", travel...., take a flight, Me...each time shaking with happiness and tension while we wait ON  Terminals to enter the "Machine" .... & group of people your fellow travellers, adventurrures tourist and antrepeneurs who youll see for the first time ... and probably the last, I find that wonderful. Looking for a seat with anticipation because you do not know by whom youll sit cause traveling alone, in planes i am alwasy in mood 4 throwing luggage in thoes lockers, somewhat comfortable life made me sometimes being so Impatient, probably hours and hours spent in the waiting rooms of hospitals, much different from thoes provided by the airport. 

Travel to Israel is my advice. I planned my travel 4 ten days, with the thought in mind to see all the tourist sites, sadly my ten days turn 2 be, reduced by 7 wich left me only three days in beautiful Tela Viv in the hostel Overstay. Walking long coast beach that stretches the whole city, I had a chance to see only at night, it was something about september, it was still extremely hot, so most of the time I spent sipping coffee on the roof terrace of the hostel, in Hostel Overstay any guest can use hostels-kitche with fridge and Free Coffie & Tea, employs are nice, polite and very young, good crowd. The last day I walked through the town,  architecture of  new era, skyscrapers like any urban city on few spots in line blended, with a lot of older architecture that resembles something like in my exspression "Oriental Reneissance". Local food, hadnt chance to taste it, ate fallafels @ Hostel nearby, franchise Joint Like dont know name, but fallafels were abundant and tasty, and cost like 14 or 20 schekels. And domestic food well as i sad before hadnt chance to try tghou i am very curious person, hedonist tipe, I intend to try it in following journey 4 sure when I will devote more time to study the custom of culture and other voyage expirirences, Nex time wil be hoppfully  soon, I hadnt Photo camera,less than that on my mobile phone so no cool photograps took place. I am mentionning Photos cause on way back at Ben Gurion Airport, experienced hursh custom check by Airpoart Security same like thoes in Americas airpoarts & series of questions, like "What was the reason for my journey to Israel and why did I took pictures of buildings in Town, Where i have styed and etc..  probably was cause in my passport is the label of my previous trip to Egypt, so instantly made me being suspicous guy. Way back was great, again Nikola Tesla, twas night so i decided instead of sleeping @ airpoart go out to Belgrade that is  24km distant. Had nice night, went in few Bars and then back to Airpoart, & still had time to sleep before my wayback flight to home country Croatia. (pleas dont check my grammar)

(This is photo of roof terrace/and Bar at Hostel Overstay it has sofas like that, very cousily and comfortable)

Ben Gurion International Airpoart